1. |
Just Now
04:08
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Just Now
Just now I saw a woman in her seventies
In a 1920’s Ford
Cell phone to her ear
And I wondered how we talk
To one another
Just now
Just now I felt the coolness
Of a gray fog rolling in
Just now I felt the whisper
Of a breeze against my skin
And I wondered how much of life
I’ve missed
Just now
Just now I felt a crack
Rip violent through the air
Just now I felt the shudder when
The old oak tree fell
And I wondered at how fragile
We all are
Just now
Just now I saw your bright eyes
In the early morning light
Just now I felt your soft hair
In the palm of my hand
And I wondered how we’ve missed
Each other
Just now
Just now I realized
Just now I realized
Just now I realized
Just now
Just now I saw a woman in her twenties
Riding on her bicycle
Cell phone to her ear
And I realized how we talk
To one another
Just now
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2. |
More Than It Seems
03:27
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More Than It Seems
the color of an attitude
the face of of a dream
the texture of a memory
it’s more than it seems
the feeling of a free fall
the smell of the wind
the spark, the cinders, ashes glow
it’s more than it seems
the glowing of a misstep
the fading of the ink
the reading of an outstretched hand
it’s more than it seems
the whisper of the waves
the roiling virgin wood
the sinking of the storm
it’s more than it seems
a small step
a giant leap
spaced-out jazz
the blackest sheep
darkest deep
the looking glass
can I color my own world?
can I color my own world?
brightness of a daydream
light in brimming eyes
vibration in the soul
it’s more than it seems
we’re colors of the morning
the shining of the night
the sparkle of the airwaves
we’re more than we seem
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3. |
A Thousand Dreams
04:13
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A Thousand Dreams
I give you a thousand smiles
To match a thousand memories
To guide you on your way.
And a thousand sparks
And a thousand stars
To light a fire in your heart
And a thousand hopes
And a thousand dreams
Watch over you night and day
And a thousand tears
And a thousand sleepless nights
And my love through the years
And as you say goodbye
Try out your wings and fly
Just remember where you’re from
Take every lesson learned
Take every scrape and burn
Take every song you’ve ever sung
And the light in your heart
And the spark in your soul
Will heat this cold, cold world
And the light in your eyes
And the smile on your face
Will surely change this place
Repeat chorus
And the light of your life
And the passion of desire
Will lead you on your way
With a thousand hopes
And a thousand dreams
And my love through the years
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4. |
Beautiful Damage
04:26
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Beautiful Damage
you’re my favorite hurricane
turning thoughts to gold
purging all my innocence
whoa
you’re coming up to hurricane
the pressure makes me drop
cursing my possessions
whoa
and the walls
they keep on whipping
and the words
they keep on slipping
away from you
you’re my only hurricane
eyeing me so cold
heating innovation
whoa
I’m the only hurricane
wreckage in the shock
havok sleeps so prettily
whoa
and the walls
they keep on whipping
and the words
they keep on slipping
away from you
Ohhh the beautiful damage
damage that you do
I tossed you in the hurricane
broke you of the mold
waited for the secret
whoa
and the walls
they keep on whipping
and the words
they keep on slipping
away from you
Ohhh the beautiful damage
damage that you do
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5. |
I Don't Ever
05:18
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I Don’t Ever
I don’t ever want to lose you
In the darkness of the dawn
when all is new and promised
before the birth of song
Oh...
I don’t ever want to lose you
In the corners of the day
where crowds and traffic rule
amidst the babble of what we say
Oh...
Oh, To have it all taken away
Oh, with no words left to say
I don’t ever want to lose you
In the echoes of the evening
footsteps all around
whispers are flickering
Oh...
Oh, To have it all taken away
Oh, with no words left to say
I don’t ever want to lose you
In the shadows of the night
where memories and dreams collide
in the mystery of moonlight
Oh, I don’t ever want to lose you
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6. |
Atomic Bomb
03:04
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Atomic Bomb
I’m beautiful
I’m talented
I’m clever, chic, and strong
I’m a liar
I’m a cheater
I’m the atomic bomb
I’m a bombshell
I’m a superstar
And you’ll never find the cure
For my power
and my altitude
That makes me so demure
I’m a stormcloud
I’m a thunder clap
To rain on your parade
I’ve got style
And attitude
To put you in your place
Humility
Is for suckers
And honesty
For the lame
But Love
Is for the living
And not for
Placing blame
I’m a kitten
Softly sleeping
Pretending to be still
I’m a predator
With my claws drawn
Ready for the kill
And faking it
Isn’t making it
It’s a complicated ruse
But I believe
If I keep this up
You’ll never know I’m bruised
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7. |
Rise Up
05:30
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Rise Up
Another day in this small town
Another hope on a summer’s eve
And I’ve been thinking that it’s not too late
And I’ve been thinking I ought to dream
In spring it rained for forty days and forty nights
And the flood waters rose to my ears
And I didn’t think the mud would ever dry
And I didn’t think I’d ever believe
Rise up
Open your eyes
Reach out your hands
Lift up your voice
Well I’m a dreamer of dreams
And I believe in a helping hand
And this old town has always held me up
Taught me to walk, helped me to stand
Chorus
I want to walk into the world
Head held high
There’s too much pain, too much hurt
It’s time to open up and fly
Don’t let the world tell you,
“you can’t”
Say it’s too hard
Don’t let the truth ever escape
Lost in the dark
Don’t let the clouds cover your heart
Hide you in shame
Don’t ever give up, don’t turn away
You’ll rise again
Another day in my home town
Another hope on a summer’s eve
And I’ve been thinking that it’s
not too late
And I’ve been thinking
I ought to dream
And I’ve been thinking
I ought to dream
And I’ve been thinking
I ought to dream
Rise up
Open your eyes
Reach out your hands
Lift up your voice
(And walk with me)
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8. |
Thankful
04:29
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Thankful
Mostly I just rumble
listen to the fog
trying not to stumble
balancing
mostly I’ve been fumbling
finding my own way
trying not to crumble
And I'm here
Solid as can be
And my fear
Won't overwhelm me
And it's clear
How this life should be
With you here
Here
and I’m thankful
Recently I listen
To the rhythm of your beats
Sensing your position
Placing my feet
Recently I’m missing
Scanning for storms
Trying to not be so distant
and I’m thankful
Actually I’m steering
rudder in repair
as the sky is clearing
waves o’er the bow
Actually I’m faithful adhering
to the core
trying not to be disappearing
and I’m thankful
Finally I’m seeking
finding being found
as the grebe is creeping
along the sound
Finally I’m grasping
water through my hands
Finally I’m trying
and I’m thankful
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9. |
I've Been Learning
03:41
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I’ve Been Learning
This thing called Love
Sears my heart
This thing called love
Pours it out
This thing called love
Is an open flame
I’m swept away
But I’ve been learning
That your love
Can’t make me whole
Can’t chase the clouds
And I’ve been learning
That your love
Is where I'll go
So I'm not alone
I don’t want
To battle you
I don’t want
To see you cry
I don’t want
To know how hard I’ve tried
What’s left unsaid
But I’ve been learning
That your love
Can’t make me whole
Can’t chase the clouds
And I’ve been learning
That your love
Is where I'll go
So I'm not alone
I move through days
Lost and blinded
Pushing out the pain
I move through days
Push the clouds to the rim
Wishing for the rain
I’ll never know
Why You do not call
I’ll never know
Why you'll never tell
I’ll never know
Just how you feel
What’s lost inside
But I’ve been learning
That your love
Can’t make me whole
Can’t chase the clouds
And I’ve been learning
That your love
Is where I'll go
So I'm not alone
I move through days
Lost and blinded
Pushing out the pain
I move through days
Push the clouds to the rim
Wishing for the rain
and that last kiss
left me in the sun
and that last kiss
is all that’s left
and that last kiss
keeps me holding on
and that last kiss
is where I’ll hide
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10. |
Feel The Rain
05:12
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Feel The Rain
Thunderstorms ripped across the county last night
Although I think I slept through most of it
I’m told I closed the windows—
Sleepwalking with no recall
Thunder and lightning in the distance.
With the gentle sound of rain covering all.
Feel the rain
But proof was evident in the morning
Torrential rivers undermined roads and lawns
Leaving raw gashes empty
Branches down
And scattered black pools of water
I do not live in the lightning capital of the world
And at a distance, it’s so hard to comprehend
Feel the rain
Shocked by their suddenness and
devastation
Phone calls filled with unspoken sorrow
Tears silent against the receiver
Against the inescapable turbulence
Splitting in anger and frustration
And loss and love
Feel the rain
Ripped by forces no one
can ever grasp
Undermined---
How do we prepare for the
storms?
Lulled to sleep by our own
desires
And distance...
Helpless
We pick up the branches
Clumsily fill in the gashes
And watch the dark
empty pools disappear
And we cry
And I don’t claim to
understand this world
And I don’t know how to heal
your pain
Feel the rain
Feel the rain
Feel my tears
Feel your tears
Wash me with your rain
Wash me in the rain
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11. |
Fabric of You
03:56
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Fabric of You
Read to me at night.
You can sing my morning rise
Watch with me the dawning gold
The color changing skies
And you touch my cheek
The feathers in your hair
Your arms catch my breath
The thinning of the air
Let me love you
all the way through
Leaving no gaps
in this fabric of you.
Tell to me your mind
open up your universe
You are my day. You are my night.
You're the orbit of my earth
chorus
Give me your weary
Your tired, aching, down
I'll hold you till it hurts no more
Until your peace is found
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12. |
I Am Here, You Are Here
04:02
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I am Here, You are Here
you are here, I am here
different places, different years
so many smiles, so many tears
rooms left behind with treasures near
faraway look in your eyes
live each day in disguise
In your heart you learn to fly
reach for the sun through cloudy skies
Hold on...
I am here, you are here
close your eyes, disappear
disregard all that you hear
holding on to this thin veneer
Hold on...
reaching out with fingertips
don’t let the darkness eclipse
whispered kisses from your lips
hold on tight before it slips
Hold on...
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