1. |
What If I?
05:01
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What if the clouds were never gray?
I’d never taste the rain
What if the darkness never fell?
I’d never feel the sun
Sometimes you look like that
What if I?
Sometimes you whisper
What if I?
What if the clouds were never gray?
I’d never taste the rain
What if the darkness never fell?
I’d never feel the sun
Sometimes you look like that
What if I?
Sometimes you whisper
What if I?
What if the road never curved?
I’d never find my way
What if the tide never turned?
I’d never leave the shore
What if you knew me like that?
What if I?
What if I knew me like that?
What if I?
Summer blooms questions
And the moon and stars
Pepper in the fire….
What if the wind never blew?
I’d never soar again
What if the storm never raged?
I'd never find my home
Sometimes you think like
What if I?
Sometimes I wonder like
What if I?
Summer grows the water swells
And the tide it glows
Salt on skin and air…
What if the birds were ever still?
I’d never sing this song
What if I could write like that?
What if I?
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2. |
Until We Reach The Light
03:24
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“What does a rock know of April” line from Rumi
We walked toward the lighthouse
Gray wind and gray ground
Kept our social distance
No words said aloud
Each to each
Thoughts kept alone
Stark lines in the distance
Sand the color of our bones
Black raven whispers
Through a maze of red pine
“What does a rock know of April”
An old poet cried
And what do I know of life,
What do I know of you?
No sanctuary
Until we reach the light
So afraid of growing alone
In some antiseptic room
Green walls-- overdue bills
No scented dreams or poems
Some roads lead to justice
Some roads lead to hope
Some roads lead to quiet spaces
But we all carry our own yoke
Bad news was an endless buzz
While peepers claimed the pond
Five shots rang out
In darkness there is no one
I reach for your hand
We both face the sun
This deserted road leads home
This path it is undone
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3. |
Nobody
04:40
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Ain’t no one who’ll tell me what to say
Tell me what to think
Ain’t no one who’ll take away my freedom
Or what I believe
I won’t let ‘em drop a flag
To cover up my sin
I won’t let media coverage
Wash away my sense
Nobody, nobody, nobody,
—nobody but You
Ain’t no one can heal my broken heart
Take away my pain
Ain’t no one who’ll save me from myself
Give me back my life
I won’t let ‘em flash a smile
Tell me it’s alright
I won’t let all those camera lights
Tell me what’s real
Nobody, nobody, nobody
–nobody but You
You promised me you’d be here
You promised me you’d hold me
You promised me you’d always
be by my side
So if I call for you and
And if I reach out for you and
Will everything then be alright?
Ain’t no one who’ll start it all again
Make everything new
Ain’t no one who’ll ever make me feel
I mean everything
I wonder if I’ll find my way—
find my way back home
I wonder if I’ll find my life—
by giving it to you
Nobody, nobody, nobody,
—nobody but You
Ain’t no pretty politicians
Gonna’ make me forget
Ain’t no passion operators
Gonna’ change what’s right
I won’t let ‘em drop a flag
To cover up my sin
I won’t let those camera lights
Tell me what’s real
Nobody, nobody, nobody,
—nobody but You
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4. |
Sense of Direction
03:35
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She said she had no sense of direction
Trapped by some revolving door
Unusual approach to conversation
As she turned to me and smiled
Side by side from the 103rd
Gray clouds all around--
She was trying to find something she knew
And she asked could I show her true
And we’re looking for a sense of direction
hoping for a sense of direction
searching for a sense of direction
But I’m a stranger here myself
We talked of home, places we knew
And laughed at the things we do
Lost in the mist-- Lake Michigan
A compass out of view
And the world outside our spattered window
Was unrecognizable
gray drops and swirling winds--Confusion in our hearts
We smiled, and drifted apart
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5. |
Every Time
03:51
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Sometimes I think about you
And I
Dandelion days
Wilting into oaken drums
Sometimes you’re with me
And I
Daffodil rain
Breathing toward noon
Every time
Every time
Every
Rags of time
Sometimes you’re not alone
And I
Hyacinth moon
Pulling me home
Sometimes I dream you here
And I
Jasmine and wine
Falling in time
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Dance with me on a mid-summer’s night
Dance with me on a mid-summer’s night.
We’ll laugh and we’ll twirl.
‘Neath a sky filled with pearls.
Dance with me on a mid-summer’s night.
Bright eyes across the room
Bright eyes across the room
With a smile so sweet
Won't you notice me please
Bright eyes across the room
Capture my heart with a song
Capture my heart with a song
Like the birds in the air
With melody so fair
Capture my heart with a song
Kiss me if you please
Kiss me if you please
I’ll offer my love
To the stars up above
Kiss me if you please
Marry me if you will
Marry me if you will
We’ll build us a home
And call it our own
Marry me if you will
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7. |
So Much More
04:33
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Love’s but a dream
fading edge of desire
Cool morning’s mist
Frail embers of fire.
I’ve settled for ashes
For Eckleburg’s eyes
Traveling through nowhere
Some journey denied
I’d hoped to find some open door
look past your absent eyes
In the snuffing of the light
These inconsequential hours
In a world too small
She calls me a dreamer
And laughs in my face
Hollow shell that’s sailed
To some far off foreign place.
And it don’t matter
It’s only empty lines
Some cheap hotel room
Flickering neon signs
Sunlight dabbles
On Autumn’s crisp brown
Trickles on tree tops
Gray frost on the ground.
The silence of song
First touches of snow
Love’s but a dream
Where I cannot ever go
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8. |
Touch the Sky
05:41
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Consider home
Consider me...Thinking
Working day
Stacked away...Wonder
Open door
Mirrored through...Magic
Growing free
Will I be?
I can almost touch the sky
I can almost touch the sky
Carving stone
Building home...Creating
River finds
Stony banks...Smoothing
On my own
Footsteps softly...Breaking
Lifting off
Counting down...Upward
Set the sail
Plot the course...Shining
Breaking trail
Facing wind...Flying
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9. |
Oh, My Love
03:07
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Wake with me when morning comes
Tenderly, tenderly
Wake with me when morning comes:
Tenderly
Oh, my love
Walk with me where’er I go
Constantly, constantly
Walk with me where’er I go
Constantly
Oh, my love
Sing with me about the stars
Beautifully, beautifully
Sing with me about the stars:
Beautifully
Oh, my love
Breathe with me the scent of home
You and me, you and me
Breathe with me the scent of home:
You and me
Oh, my love
And I know this love is true
I give my heart to you
Treasure with me within your heart
Forevermore, forevermore
Treasure me within your heart
Forevermore
Oh, my love
Oh, my love
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10. |
Against Your Heart
04:08
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Time and sadness are wide-eyed sisters
You can buy them a drink at the end of the bar
You won’t find them knitting lives together
But you can hold their soft hands in the darkest hours
And spring’s outside this window
And this cold rain won’t always fall
Wrap your arms a little tighter
Press my ear against your heart
Against your heart
Stories told and lives shared
Promises like whiskey through our hands
Truth is a shadow flickering scared
We’re all too silent to ever take a stand
And our shining dreams
Are someone else’s dystopian hell
Imagined lives in fevered time
Stifled tears and hopes dispelled
So what’s the price of a life deferred
And I wonder how much sadness we collect
And when does time become absurd
How many lives will those sisters reconnect
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11. |
Time Enough
04:12
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Summer’s hope is in the wind
Bags and dreams by the door.
I’ll be gone before the evening
Before I'm settling for
If sunbirds greet my morning
And cloud drops fill my day.
Blacktop horizons echo songs
So hard to go and stay
I’ve got time enough for flying
Time enough to walk out of town
I’ve got time enough for fences
Time enough to touch distant shores
I’ve got time enough for wasting
Time enough for reaching crowns
But right now I’ve got time enough
Time enough for you and me
Stars flicker in the rain
Train whistles in the night.
Fields of trees -- seas of grass
Promises in hindsight
Highway stretches deep
River leaves begin to blow
I’m scrambling to find my way
Westward with the sun and crows
So when I follow where I’m going
And cobwebs lace my shoes
I’ll look inside and see your smile
Find my way back to you
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12. |
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What’ve you done for me?
I’m done with this
Clipped so far from free
And nothing that I’ve done for me
Milkweed nursed to abundance
Monarchs and the hope
Meadows mown to roundup
And the monarchy
What have I done with me?
Juniper in needles
Handfuls of fleece
Blue taste of gin
Nothing I’ve done for me
Homestead worked to abundance
Black earth and the hope
Home still stands for
Still a monarchy
What have I done with me?
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13. |
I'm Gonna Rise
05:03
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Well, I’m Lookin like a window.
Nothin’ left to find.
Heart’s feelin’ rather thin now.
Waiting for a sign.
This time.
I'm gonna rise.
This time.
This time.
Nothin’s written down
Letters running free
Gotta get out of this town
Pages of debris
Atmospheric pressure
Surrender washed away
Timeless days of never
Insurrection saves
I’m not my worst enemy.
I’m my only friend.
Working on identity.
This time….this time.
This time……..
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14. |
Downfall
03:46
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Downfall at the end of it all the beautiful decay
And the decades of no
Away from the break of a new day and my downfall
Upended all
What if I bleached it all, gave in to the masked craze to ride the wave?
Clutching crawl
Hammock-ed my insides-out, brawling, bawling,
away from everyone I’ve loved?
What of the downfall.
Toppled us in the end?
The crush of the earth.
The root in the wind.
Tangled up in you.
Start of everything, everything, everything new.
Downfall.
What if my eyes raw, revealed, reveled in the haste
Of destruction
We lay in wait for the wasted days we feel
Tomorrow brings
A deep dive down to the gray matter and
it’s filled with water
Galvanized landmine of a landline…
sorting what’s mine
What if you, on the heels of this new deal, sought to pull me
Out of this pit?
My mountain mined to a trench, my whispered dreams drenched
Shifting sand
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15. |
Before the Wind
04:48
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Whisper words from in your heart
Before the wind
Wear your dreams upon your sleeves
Before the wind
Before the wind---
Let your tears fall where they may
Before the sea
Brush your lips against my cheek
Before the sea
Before the sea---
Breath flutters in the garden
Before the road
Wrap your arms around my heart
Before the road
Before the road----
Don’t you worry about how I feel
Before the wind
Whisper words from in your heart
Before the wind
Takes us away…..
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Cool mist soaks my face
Spring’s raining in
County roads holed with mud
Weary edge of drowning
Silence in frozen ponds
Love simmers cold
There’s a longing for the sun
There’s stories to be told
Let the sun burn inside
Let the heat wash me clean
After all these storms
And after all these winter snows
Think I’ll stay in Michigan
Winter's left its chaos
Wrong side of this window
Eyes reflect the gray
Older I get The less I know
And sometimes the road is hard
And the floods drag us down
Splash of color in the garden
And you and me--we’re holding on
Robin sings outside my window
Sap’s running in the wood
And every journey has its own path
And every path finds its own good
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